Today

.....I really really want a new dress. A beautiful white one. A crisp, clean, and flattering white dress. It's a shame that: 1. I'm a poor college student 2. I love Shabby Apple 3. I'm too poor to afford Shabby Apple dresses....it's hard to imagine the day I can drop $70 plus dollars on a dress just to wear on Sunday!

.....I'm rethinking plans for my future. I was pretty sure I wanted to go on and get my Master's degree to become a Social Worker but after interviewing some social workers and taking Intro to Social Work at BYU, I'm realizing that it is one of the most difficult and taxing, if not THE most taxing careers out there. I guess I still have a while to figure it all out...maybe I have what it takes...

.....I'm grateful the sun is out (well, for now). Although I wish it would come out and stay out. Oh well, soon enough I'll be in Dallas for a few days swimming the time away with two of the cutest kids out there: Maddie the future HGTV star and Owen the cutest chunker.

.....I've been giving myself hourly pep talks. I think I could go pro in this. I'm constantly reminding myself to be motivated and to move past those dumb mistakes (like eating one too many orange rolls this morning). Baby steps, Baby steps. And A LOT of forgiveness and moving on.

.....I am going to Zumba in less than 45 minutes. Am I pumped? Yes. Am I going to play this song before heading over? Of course. Just turned it on, in fact. You think you're gangsta?!

.....I watched the newest episode of Modern Family. Hilarious. Cam and Mitch are on one this episode. Great stuff. Head over to abc.com and watch it. You will not regret it one bit.

.....I also watched some of The Bachelorette. I'm not sure why I do this. It's pretty dumb entertainment and most of the men are just shallow or crazy. But I will watch anyway. It did pay off for watching the Bachelor last season because I totally saw Brad Womack (insert screams here!) at Sea World in San Antonio. Who knows, maybe I'll run into Ashley?? I'll even put up a creeper photo I took of him. Thanks Megan for supporting me in my creepyness. Best sis in law.

...well that's allllll folks. Thanks for reading my brain dump. Was a pleasure.
xoxo Nicole